i've been playing with the idea of making radical change.
out of nowhere. no warning signs. no quotation marks.
but fear stops me
fear says can you handle it?
fear asks if i'm strong enough and if it's worth it
though i'm dealing with something so trivial that its worth a giggle
i am shameful that fear can still be so vocal
i have moved seats in my mind
and i have walked far... in my mind.
but these mere thoughts transcending outwards.
this is still in question.
i may never really make this radical change
only think about it and fantasize
that feeling of standing on a clean slate
and that is the end.